oh snap out of it... her not speaking to you or not having anything to do with you is not the reason you nearly drank your self to death..you were responisble for that not her..i leaned long time ago..no one can be held responsible for your behavior..i am the one that drank, i am the one that did the drugs..i could whine about how this went wrong in my life...that went wrong in my life and blame all my misdeeds on someone...but the truth is..you and you alone are responsible for your actions..so my advice to you my friend from a nearly 63 year old broad who has been there and done that and have the scarred liver to prove it...get the fuck over it..you fucked up...not someone one else..find her some day and tell her your sorry..but if she chooses to not forgive you...move on..find another friend and live a good life.. hope i didnt piss you off..but it's my nature to do that.. ps..i like the picture...and maybe the reason she didnt put in the 'bits' was to her they weren't important...but your big ass head was...hah
Susanne- It's saved as a draft- are my drafts visible on the dashboard when you log in to the blog? Long story short: I was insane for a couple of years and did bad things-one of which cost me my best friend, ever. This loss,like my drinking, was entirely my fault. I have never blamed anyone but myself for any of that, yet somehow, that is how my post was interpreted- that I was blaming my friend. YDG's comments re: my misplaced blame were also echoed by a 'real-life' reader. I read and re-read my post and couldn't find anything that I didn't take full responsibility for... I could see no way to re-write it to make that any more apparent than it already was, so I deleted it.
S, Yah, I have the Interweb ( and a kick-ass array of orbital mind-contol laser satelltes)... I can find anybody! Nobody's safe. I had to write it all our before I could think, thought awhile ...it's better to let things be for now, I think
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oh snap out of it...
her not speaking to you or not having anything to do with you is not the reason you nearly drank your self to death..you were responisble for that not her..i leaned long time ago..no one can be held responsible for your behavior..i am the one that drank, i am the one that did the drugs..i could whine about how this went wrong in my life...that went wrong in my life and blame all my misdeeds on someone...but the truth is..you and you alone are responsible for your actions..so my advice to you my friend from a nearly 63 year old broad who has been there and done that and have the scarred liver to prove it...get the fuck over it..you fucked up...not someone one else..find her some day and tell her your sorry..but if she chooses to not forgive you...move on..find another friend and live a good life..
hope i didnt piss you off..but it's my nature to do that..
ps..i like the picture...and maybe the reason she didnt put in the 'bits' was to her they weren't important...but your big ass head was...hah
that wasn't what I was trying to say at all...
thanks for sharing. dont hate-- not even yourself --bad mojo
I guess hate is the wrong word- I just feel dissappointed by myself.In no way do I blame or imply fault with anyone but myself.
I'm assuming this was deleted cause I don't see anything but comments heh.
Susanne-
It's saved as a draft- are my drafts visible on the dashboard when you log in to the blog?
Long story short: I was insane for a couple of years and did bad things-one of which cost me my best friend, ever.
This loss,like my drinking, was entirely my fault. I have never blamed anyone but myself for any of that,
yet somehow, that is how my post was interpreted- that I was blaming my friend.
YDG's comments re: my misplaced blame were also echoed by a 'real-life' reader. I read and re-read my post and couldn't find anything that I didn't take full responsibility for... I could see no way to re-write it to make that any more apparent than it already was, so I deleted it.
nope can't see drafts it appears. could u get ahold of this past best friend? how long has it been?
S,
Yah, I have the Interweb ( and a kick-ass array of orbital mind-contol laser satelltes)... I can find anybody! Nobody's safe.
I had to write it all our before I could think, thought awhile ...it's better to let things be for now, I think
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