Wow.Didn't have to drink myself into oblivion last night. Not a drop. My job sucks a lot less when I'm not feeling sick. I'm gonna lay off the hooch for a while. I've got better things to do, at least for this week.
Even after missing a day,I've got nothing to do at work. People are being nicer to me today, they can tell I'm feeling groovy and it's rubbing off a bit on them.
Having a major blackout worries me. I shouldn't touch hard liquor. Ever.
Some other things I need to do:
-Repair and clean car.
-The dishes. I've been neglectful. The floor could use a mop-down as well.Do the shower and toilet while I'm at it.
-Throw out all the trash and change the litterbox.
-Make sure my nails are trim and clean. Floss more often.
-Buy a real bed, one with a frame and a box-spring/ mattress combo.
-Get some real food into the house. I can do better than jellybeans and yogurt.
-Toss out my skin-mags and clean up my computer.I may wind up regretting this.
-Get a couple decent chairs.The folding metal chair and card-table aesthetic is getting old.
-Stop expecting the worst. This is the hardest thing on my list.
If I can accomplish all these tasks I will have earned a drink, but hopefully by then I won't need it.
Tonight I'll probably just go home and fall asleep right away. Unless...
I'm very tired today.