Love is Powerful Hate

Your marriage almost ruined my trip to the the market.
I should be happy for you, but I'm not.
I'm too busy being bitter.
Why?
Dunno.
I never really liked you that much anyway.
I barely remembered sleeping with you until today.
Today.
Today coulda been a waste of a perfect coffee/bong buzz.
Was it?
Not so bad.
Dredge up the past, why dontcha?
But you didn't.
I did.
You turned out to be pretty cool.
I didn't.
Last night I made a mental list of all the women I've been in love with.
You weren't on it.
My loss.
I hate me.
You like me.
I don't deserve your touch.
It.
Lingers on the forearm in the cereal aisle.
Hot.
I bleed history all over you.
You don't drown.
Separated?
I like you more today than I did then.
The more I like you, the more I hate myself.